The female narrator spends multiple chapters wrongly convinced that she accidentally dosed her (female) love interest with a coercive love potion. The narrator's ex-girlfriend was emotionally abusive, and she struggles with her lingering insecurities. Because of her insecurities and her concerns about the love potion, she repeatedly and painfully pushes away her current love interest. Mentioned in passing: at a festival, someone gave an unnamed woman essentially a magical date-rape drug. She was rescued before anything happened.