The manga is an autobiography about the author's own experience with her burgeoning sexuality, and the complications that come with being a lesbian, while also being touch-starved and sexually repressed. The author discusses being aroused by small interactions with her mother (like touching her mom's breasts, finding enjoyment when her mom briefly checks her pants or other private areas, watching her mom shower, to name a few examples), but she realizes it is not necessarily real attraction to her mother - rather, she craves touch and affection from another person, and she is trying to break free from an unhealthy, codependent relationship with her parents. Later, she hires an escort to help her lose her virginity. While both parties are fully consenting, the author feels largely uncomfortable during most of it, due to her rushing into having sex and using her time with an escort to find the affection she craved.